This is a true confession by a Humiliation POV member.
ive been a member now for a few months and it recently dawned on me that this website has changed me in quite a few ways!
1) i used to be so ashamed of having a limp clitty that had never penetrated a woman. i was getting used to the idea when i joined this website but now i actually love having a limp clitty. i feel so humiliated not being able to get an erection, even when worshipping the Goddesses videos. It makes me feel so pathetic, which of course turns me on even more. Now, on the rare occassions i do get erect, i actually stop rubbing and wait for it to get limp again!
2) When i joined i still fantasised about fucking the Goddesses. Now however ive noticed that i never think of going anywhere near a Goddess with my useless clitty. All i fantasise about is being on my knees, serving and obeying
3) foot fetish. i never understood this fetish before i joined but after viewing Miss Vegas latest video ive realised that i have a massive craving to lick and suck and worship a Goddesses beautifull feet. The sight of a Goddesses toes is more beautifull to me than a summers morning!
4) Pictures. Before joining i had taken and posted pictures of me elsewhere but this was always a shamefull experience. Now i just love taking pictures, especially ones where i can show off my clitty! When a Goddess posts a picture assignment my clitty immediately begins to throb in anticipation. i love preparing for a photoshoot – showering, shaving my clitty so it is smooth and hairfree then carefully getting into my panties and lingerie. i feel like a slutty, sissy pornstar as i take the pictures, edit and post them. Then follows the tense wait for a Goddess to look at them and hopefully comment. i have such wonderfull stroke and worship sessions when i read those comments.
5) i simply adore the community here. i was always a bit of a shy sissy but here i can really interact with my fellow losers and sissies! i really get a thrill when i see another sissy introduce themselves and admit to their addiction. Its so great when those sissies start to post pictures too – i really love looking at my sisters sissies panties, lingerie and of course clitties! When i stroke and worship here, it turns me on so much to think of all the other sissies stroking at the same time. Just looking at my post count (195 and rising!) and seeing that this gives me the title of “ultimate jerkoff loser” is enough to get my clitty throbbing and demanding to be rubbed – and as im sure my unchastised sister sissies agree, what clitty wants, clitty gets!
6) Porn. When i joined i still stroked occassionally to normal porn. Now this kind of porn does nothing for me. Watching a man and a woman fuck is like watching an alien activity to me, something i will never do. i cannot make cummies to anything but porn that involves a Goddess and humiliation.
7) Cocksucking. i have always eat my own cum from the first time i ever made spurties. i love the taste but never even considered sucking cock. Now that i know this is something that would please a Goddess i constantly wonder what it would feel like to have a hard cock in my mouth. The idea of sucking on a sister sissies clitty is even more of a turn on. i would love to 69 a sissy while the Goddesses watch us and jeer and laugh at our efforts.
Typing this has made me realise how much more of a sissy loser i have become, but all of it voluntary and all done to try and please the Goddesses. i wonder how else i will change in the coming months 😛
